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“You were 23 and dying alone; Begging me to touch you, touch you all night”
– Work Drugs
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Anorexia
I can feel myself teetering on the edge of it, almost about to fall over, but not quite there yet. I run 10km a day without eating more that 4000 calories that whole week. I’m starting to get weird compulsions about the way my food needs to be prepared, and I have to mentally ready myself for times when I have to eat. It’s not even about being thin. It’s about having control at a...
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WatchPossinbly the best mash up EVER
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“They love their hair because they’re not smart enough to love something...”
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“Inner bitch though: Why are all the beautiful people mind-numbingly boring”
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Inadequate
On a logical level I know that I’m good enough. I see the way guys look at me, and hear the way they talk about me. I get really good grades, people like talking to me, but no matter what, there’s this part of me that is absolutely terrified that I’m not good enough. It’s stopping me from applying to universities, from finding a life dream, from getting into a relationship....
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Something will happen.
I always seem to be busy; working 2-3 jobs, running everyday, night school, day school, homework, friends, countless extra curriculars, I’m usually described as one of those girls. Sometimes, the business gets to me. I’ll get so tired that I start shaking, or so stressed that my scalp will break out in eczema (thank god my hair covers it all), but I have a mantra now. Whenever I feel...
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